Month: May 2025

Well, just to start off, I want to reassure my longtime followers that I am okay. Things in my life were extremely rocky for a while there but I am happy to report that I am alive and figuring things out. Aside from the fact that apparently my heart is going to shut off in…

Well, this is the redacted letter I got today from the PCP. As background, the medications listed are all in the same class, which my insurance won’t pay for. I was stable on semaglutide (which is in this class) for years, but, you know… it’s expensive. So when my insurance changed, they kicked me off,…

So, in the interest of avoiding clickbait, I’m not like immediately about to die; the guy gave me 30 years. It just sucks because that would put me dying at 65. Anyway, I had a check-up with the PCP today. It had been on the calendar forever, so I had a list of topics that…

I sleep with a CPAP machine. Sleep apnea runs in my family, but was probably brought on earlier in life for me due to the medications I have to take to survive my day-to-day with PTSD. Sleeping without the CPAP is like not sleeping- it takes time, but it isn’t restorative. The problem is, I’ve…

I mentioned in my last entry that I had a dream that things were okay and it was hard to wake up from. What I didn’t mention is that this has been a recurring dream my entire adult life. Sometimes I get it once every week or two, sometimes it’s basically every night. Right now,…