As an update to how my schoolwork is going, it’s going well and I’m scheduled to do my practicum next semester. This means that I need to be employed by a day care as an assistant teacher. I have an interview today at 11:30 and another one tomorrow. I’ve always been really, really good at getting interviews and not so good at passing the interviews. I thought I was going to be fine but as of waking up this morning, I’m a nervous wreck. I’m questioning how good an idea it is to go back to work full-time. It could either be extremely fulfilling, or a humiliating disaster. I can also just feel toxic family members saying, “See? We abandoned you and left you for dead and you got better! Clearly tough love worked!”
But whatever. 🤬family members. I’m going to get a job and get the heck out of this group home (which takes 50% of any earned income in addition to the 75% of social security income that they already take) and get off of disability and live my best life. I already know where I want to get my second Bachelor’s degree after I finish community college and then get some work experience as an assistant. I still keep my life plan in my Google drive and reference it at times like this:
Okay. I’m less stressed and back to being excited. Wish me luck!